wanting the sane.

Privacy

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 05:41:52 GMT

I was browsing through the net in the living room where my mum was watching ______ news. And isn't new year suppose to be a happy thing?

But not to them, they invade people privacy hotel room just to ensure that they are not doing pre-marital sex. I somehow don't see the point of controlling the country religion when they themselves are not doing their politics right.

Save the country before the nation.

Incomplete

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 10:50:43 GMT

Rain and shine has been vulnerable. My sentiments are not genuine to me. Something or someone is absent. Is that what we humans; actor and actresses to aliens watching us performing on this planet called earth living for? Penetrating for what is lacking for what has lost?

girls

Mon, 19 May 2008 15:29:30 GMT

you girls are badly affected by it. what emotional distressed you girls are suffering from.

oh, the no-life syndrome I suppose.

good night.

You are a stranger not an enemy.

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 05:17:59 GMT

HELP ME FIND THIS GIRL NAME FARAH FROM LOYANG SECONDARY SCHOOL SEC4 AGE 17 LIVES IN PASIR RIS. AND SHE SMOKES.

http://profiles.friendster.com/jusapretence

THATS HER FRIENDSTER LINK(:

&this is her,

you see farah, if you happen to like past by this entry in my precious blog, you made me do it.

love.
nana(:

what a sleek

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 02:10:07 GMT

I've been going on the record for your sympathetic upbringing, but no two ways about it you're just on tenterhook for assiduity. They might not be able to see just how maleficent you are but you are, yes you are. Looking at you makes me titter to myself, put one's two cents in is your immediate middle name.

lovely

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 03:31:25 GMT

family potrait 2007

love,
nana.

open the cap &let something in

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 09:39:55 GMT

You are someone whom i can't repay off my debts, but dont write me off because i still want to adore you. There are moments which were phlegmatic and nonchalant but definetly definitely engulfing.
When skirmish happens, i tried moving on and leave you behind but i knew and still knowing that it is inevitable.
You calm each one soul and failure has never been in your dictionary. You are really a song written only by the hands of GOD.

Jensen.

Thank you for putting up with my puerile mind and the green knowledge which i have for this word, "love".Yes, i'm too naive. You advocate me through the moments which i fall. Your conceit has been painted in my mind. My clustered mind that is, so forgive me. Its ironic that i envisage our future. Its ironic because i'm scared of it. You are my vehemence and again, thank you for that.

Love.
Nana

THANK YOU FOR THE 15MONTHS OF LOVE &PAIN (:

spare me the confinement

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:16:35 GMT

dear god,

i'm here crying out to you wanting you to help me seal this melancholy feeling in me that is drilling me hard enough. let me know that this book obsessions will not be long. let me know that he will always be here for me. let me know that you're listening to me. when will all this supress? tell me god, tell me. i'm tired. my eyes cant close &my mind have been blank. i cant even figure what are emotions anymore. allow me to indulge in the good things of life. prove to me that the grass is greener on the other side because my hands are tired paitning this yellow grasses, its hurting. the feeling of solitary for many years have finally drowned me at how much i yield for life. maybe its true, at some point of life you got all the wrong obsession.

&the current obsession is books.

p.s please tell me that you're helping.

love,
nana.

for the empty or for the full

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:01:49 GMT

the imperfectionist

what will you do if,

metal : zinc.
gas : carbon dioxide.
conclusion: zinc ~~carbonate~~ oxide.

2marks Q, joy for the 1mark(you might get or cry for the lost?

&you dont have to get mad, i didnt know.

will you be friend if i say i LOVE peter(:

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 03:52:24 GMT

first thing first. an apology to my favorite rachel. grilled fish on me, yeah?

practical is tmr &here i am wasting my time, throwing every chance into the drain. sleeping routine which just irks the tip&top of me. words from me which i vividly rmbr are those which i kept on persuading rach to go clubbing with me. never has it ever occurred to me that those words will be coming but i guess an experience of firsthand will do no harm.

i've been on a look out for my diet maybe due to the fact that jensen have been training &all i result to is slacking like a bummer. don't get me wrong im not trying to reprehend matters with him over here but i suppose when your gayshit is HOT, the partner should be too.

i've never believe in this thing called,

"when one is pretty, the other is ugly"

you're the song written by the hands of GOD.

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 00:08:30 GMT

&dear, we have our secret diary

love,
nana.

copycats ditry rats, go home let your mother slap.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:16:40 GMT

nyehaaha.

i cant stand the way some people live their lifes.
okay rachie girlf say i should be angry, b'cos i'll waste my energy.
b'cos i've to conserve energy for tmr (:

ohwell apart from that,

toodles to tootlies.
bells to stars.
fuck to spade.
cam-whoring to cam-bitching.
boyf to gayshit.

thats about it. why the sudden random crap? well, practically i need to spade somepeople up.

still i long for you to stay.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 04:41:10 GMT

the bestf&boyf(:

i've been trying to derive to an answer too all my questions questioned. i've never doubt-ed you in the history of us. b'cos faith &trust was already built when we were friends. you're all so seductive &now you telling me not to pin in hope. boy, you got to be kidding. look at us, even fairytale characters get jealous so what more can i ask.

dear jensen,

no matter what shit we've been through.
you've always been the track for my summer(:

with love,
nana.

to florella, okaycool. &i think i want to get a HP bag too but i dont know for what. HAHAHA ! I MISS YOU TOO GIRLF ):

gee.

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 11:12:44 GMT

this is just a quick entry b'cos i'm going out.

hey, dont waste my time writing you comment &you happily delete it alright?

underneath the orange county sky.

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:08:50 GMT

we dont believe in forever but we believe in faith :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims out there

the day where i eat like there's no tmr.
the day where money flows into the pocket.
the day where i meet my lovely&crappy cousins.
the day where i forgive&forget (there are exceptions)
the day where i seek for forginess (there are exceptions)
the day where i wear malay traditional costume :D
the day where i finally realise what the hell is fasting for.

i just cant wait for O's to be over b'cos that means,

jen's birthday :D
midnightmovie *missing this*
shoppingspree (:
rugby #$%%@#$@
dance, YEAH !
newbedroom *EXCITED LIKE MOTHERCOW*
work &yes, i'm supersupersuper excited to get back on it (:
australia/korea (: OMG !!

pleasent suprise to met shiela(:

hey florella, if you reading this. i want go surrender with you also ! than at the same time, get your gucci hp strap (: &that salesman is such a bitch in the boutiqe! urgh.
get the potterbag okay (:

anw, the pictures when i went to rachie house.
there are more to come when boyf pass me the cable okay (:
its like stuck in his house luh !

THEEND

things will be better &i'll be back. promise (:

its nice to know that you were there,
thanks for acting like you care,
making me feel like i was the ~~only~~one,
its nice to know we had it all,
thanks for watching as i fall,
you were everything that i wanted,
we were meant to be ~~suppose~~ to be,
but we lostit.

but they dont know &will never understand.

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 14:31:20 GMT

the truth ¬hing but the truth

chalet &you &friends was great(:
goodnight.

i've never believe that the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side.

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:09:16 GMT

pictures speaks a thousand words (:

having so much say. my worklife will never be forgotten. dinner was great never fail to mark a smile on my face &how i wish a smile craft on one face will remain permanent &that will just make the world a safer place to live. how great.last evening with zielah, thank you(:

BYE !

i didnt want to wake up to see how fast i'm falling

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 11:28:38 GMT

oh,if its love.

finally, exciting geography &shiva thanks for teaching me chem online.

(:

i told myself i wont miss you, but i still remember

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:45:35 GMT

i love&i miss isha (:

parents can be one strength &can be the reason for one's downfall. i wonder. persuading matters into one hand,i dont wish to do so. but in anyways, i'm missing a lot of people at this pont.

love.

avoiding &keeping mum &straining the distance will never work.

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:50:23 GMT

pasir ris mrt platform will never be the same again

some people, they just dont see one's worth. &i dont see the point to be looking in their view. so dont ever ask me to put myself in someone else's shoes when they dont give a damn, b'cos i wont.

<3

a gift of joy &a gift of love

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:12:17 GMT

i was contented -honestly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME &THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO CRAFT A SMILE ON MY FACE.

p.s sher, some of the pics i took from your blog. hope you dont mind ! :D

i've never believed in making two happy -one will be forgotten.

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 14:11:37 GMT

THANKYOU

i was happy, excited, emotional. i was contented, proud, glad. so many people for me to thank her. but those who made my day,THANKYOU(: what you guys have plan for me, is something i cant buy ¬hing can buy this moment. have you ever been struck by so many emotions that you had to express, but you just dont know how? yes, that was how i felt.

i love you people(: I DO.

if you cant get someone out of their head, maybe they're suppose to be there

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 09:15:10 GMT

its just so sad that some of you find it hard to believe

thank you girls for consistantly being there for me. i guess being all alone, is really the scariest thing anyone can feel. &my heart goes out to those people who feels empty inside. life is always full of suprises. i've never felt more stupid than today, the day of practical prelims.

but anw, here are the pics from my cousin's wedding !

there is nothing more sweeter than the touch of love.

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 02:59:00 GMT

addicted to this thing called,
koreanmovie

bye(:
ps. i'm melting for LI JUNKI(:

everyone will be famous even if it was for a day

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:58:06 GMT

dreading school, more&more. have you ever felt like quiting but you just can quit b'cos your innerself is fighting with your outerself? its demoralising me.

please GOD, pick me up.